Lady Gaga gets emotional in video on first night of Chromatica Ball: 'I was really battling from my life'

For the first time since 2018, Lady Gaga is ready to hit the road on tour.

As the doors opened in Germany for the first night of her 2022 tour, the Chromatica Ball, Lady Gaga posted a video from backstage on her Instagram

candidly discussing her feelings and nervousness of returning to the stage and the meaning behind the show.

“I want to allow you all to interpret this show in the way that you want to, it really documents the many different stages and sides of grief and the manic energy of grief that I feel that I’ve experienced in my life,” she said.

Lady Gaga also revealed some details surrounding The Chromatica Ball, which was originally planned for 2020 but was postponed due to the COVID-19 pandemic

Over the years, Lady Gaga has been candid about living with PTSD and struggles with fibromyalgia chronic pain, including how it affects her life and career.